My Journey

My husband is deploying for a year, he leaves in the morning. I'm sad, but I'm also thankful to be able to use this time to focus on God, and what his will for my life is. Too many times I worry about what my will is for my life. I want to learn how to simplify my life, I want to teach myself to cook while he is away(he wants to be a vegan chef so he does the cooking.) I want to learn how to be a patient, loving mother, learn to deal with my anger better, focus on creating art that glorifies God. For the past two years I've been in school full time to be an art teacher, I've focused all my energy into that. I got straight A's and loved learning, but I really feel I need to take this time and learn how to love. Learn how to love people who live in this small town who view me as a freak, people who are less fortunate than me, my daughter, my parents, my husband, myself, and most important God. This is my journey, my journey to learn to love.